Ashram Mondays

Before Tarot, Rider Waite & After Tarot

No.79

Today we are exploring a message out there that perhaps someone needs to hear.. an answer or understanding to a past, present and future 3 card reading. I pulled some clarifiers too they go underneath the top main card.

The messages I add here are general so may not resonate with you on a weekly basis but I try to follow my intuition towards cards and messages that need to wing their way to you.

You may wish to look up the individual meanings to the different cards.. these particular decks do not have books :)

Let’s begin!

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Past

Cards: Page of Swords (stalking social media in this case the opposite, blanking) clarified by The High Priestess (enlightened, silent)

Today is def a more specific reading.. this past position cards are most definitely about a person; love or work related. They are air sign or may have this in their charts or embody the energy; Gemini, Libra, Aquarius.. they are cool and collected but very immature. This person in the past was quite haughty and explosive. They did not listen to anyone and were very cutting where it came to interaction that did not want to hear or approve of.

If this situation applies to you then someone in your past chose to cut you off, even ghost you! They in fact refused to even check out your social media or message to see how you were doing.. they did not find they could or wanted to settle down as you can see the bird in flight is an eagle of sorts while the high priestess is being enlightened by the owl, symbol of wisdom.

You may in fact have realised this person was doing this, could be out of spite, like haughty behaviour where someone was very childish and refused to give in or even acknowledge communication between you.

I feel it would have been quite a hurtful situation but whoever this person is, they were very young, wanted to do things their way and did not look back.. silence and lack of contact fell between you both for a very long time.. potentially 1 month, 1 year.

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Present

Cards: Four of Wands (home) clarified by The Magician in reversed (not feeling capable, inadequate) and the Judgement card (something/someone returns)

In the current situation this person has turned their attention to home, fulfilling job.. they feel they do not have what you need in terms of returning to you yet it is their desire to do so.

This person may have a family, got married or have children as the four of wands card can be a fulfilling job but can also be a family home.. such as one’s own family like parents and siblings this does not always mean a family of their own.. pages are young could even be a child but I am feeling this is someone who is a teenager or in their 20’s that decided to call it a day between you both.

They have heavily been thinking of coming back but for now feel inadequate as they do not believe they can give you what you need t want!.. but they feel you are home to them.

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Future

Cards: Two of wands reversed (looking at the past, not offering the world to someone) clarified by The Tower (sudden, poss devastating event) and the Page of Coins (droops the object of their affection and love, looses it)

As you move on.. your new job or your persons love offer gets away as you move on and leave them behind. The tower has fallen in full shock they may lose you.. or a current job may lose you.

Either way know that’s the situation is evolving to them making you a better offer but it is currently not happening! They believe they have lost someone very special in their life.. you are a huge loss and the shock of losing you will jolt this person to the core. Within this next week (possibly today even) I would say it is possible you may hear from them again.. the communication may be a bit sudden.

If you are a fire sign individual I would say there may be a strong message here for you as the queen of wands fell out on two of those three decks (before deck and after deck) so take it if it resonates.

I feel this person or job will want to make a big offer to you and it would not surprise me if they are currently wallowing in remorse and feelings of loss regarding an opportunity with you!

Interestingly enough the Tower Card in this part of the reading called to me as similar colours to the High Priestess in the Past part of the reading.. symbolising the building blocks of ‘B’ ‘J’ (initials could mean something to you) were not built on firm ground.. that this has to come down.. this lack of respect for love or your skills.

When the Tower appears it is always sudden and it is always transformational! In this case it is almost devastating like the moment you realise something that has profound importance to you.. you let go!

Just remember this person is still appearing as a Page.. the youngest person in this deck!.. that means in maturity but also that their offer or their view has been small or little in size as well.

As a final outcome I pulled these last two cards asking.. ‘what will happen in the near future’

Cards: Queen of Pentacles (stability, abundance, grounded) clarified by the Seven of swords (about to get caught)

Well!.. the short of it is you have finally wisened up to wanting more for yourself, more stability, more money and going after a dream job that will do just that for you as you are not putting up with anything less than you’re worth.. and the same goes for any underhand behaviour. They have been caught out or know they cannot have any hidden agendas with you that you would catch them out.

There is definitely an offer for stability and claiming that the salary/bonus in a job is good. The seven of swords is not a great card but in this deck, you can see right through any false behaviour or offer.

Pay attention to what steps forward for you as not everything that sparkles is gold.. in other words, not every offer you receive in future is genuine so make sure if you are reading this msg, than this msg is for you, to be on your guard regarding an offer that looks too good to be true. It just may be that it is!

Alternate interpretation: There is a final interpretation for the future and these last two cards.. that you, having had enough, move on from this situation, they feel it and return only for you to receive an offer that is part empty.. you refuse it and leave the past behind you.

Only you know what is best for you but this person or situation having been rather immature in handling your connection/employment, carelessly, are now finally ready for more.. but the cards are telling you to take your time, to analyse properly what you are receiving and to take your time, ground yourself, talk to those you trust that surround you and find an answer within. Can they be trusted? Should you give them a second chance? Is this deal worth looking into?

The only recommendation i can give you as one human to another is that you are an incredibly unique soul! We all are! And our choices in life are vast!.. our time in this lifetime is limited!.. and precious! Make your choice wisely and the best way is to follow your intuition, listen to how you feel and keep your eyes and mind active!

The Universe finds a way to support you always! Have a splendid week ahead and wishing you all the best!

Love & Light☀️