Ashram Monday’s
- HumanKintsugi
- Sep 12, 2022
- 5 min read
No.84
I had written this beautiful post for Ashram Monday's for you today using the Mermaid tarot deck and there must have been a glitch on the website because I saved it, scheduled it.. and in true retrograde style it has vanished lol. Ahhhhhhh!
Very sorry, I am seeing this as not meant to be and ai may need to start afresh for today.. I am getting on this in a tic and will post an update later this morning/early afternoon.
Apologies for those wishing to catch an early morning read..
As per the above statement, my apologies for this delay in posting today's Ashram Monday's. It all checked out perfectly my end and grateful for one of the readers letting me know there was something wrong.. and today's Ashram Monday's was in fact a BLANK canvas.
I am adding todays reading below.. however, my main focus today will not be to discuss this beautiful mermaid and why she's here as, for me, I take the signs of the Universe as a sign.. today's post was just not correct, content-wise at least.
Starting from scratch does not seem such a distant situation for any of us.. moving house, schools, countries, living on your own, entering a marriage, mother/fatherhood, loss of a loved one.. all this requires us to start again, wipe the slate as clean as we can get it or just enough for us to, initially at least, stumble ahead.
I have a feeling that today is just a start of something of this nature. We do, as human beings, hold onto routine and what is familiar which constitutes our feeings of safety and security for us. There is always safety in order and predictability.. rather than chaos and the unknown.
This month it's time for us to re-evaluate and take a good look at ourselves and what surrounds us.. do these, 'things, people, places, work, relationships.. etc..', make us happy?.. Is there something left in us that needs fixing from past trauma and grief?.. Is the reason something is not working in your life due to these past trauma's and grief? Only you know the answer to that. Mercury in retrograde other than wiping out my post and having me start again.. will also be asking you to see what needs changing in your life to make you happy.
I find retrograde more of an internal regression, an internal journey. Look for blockages in your life to figure out what you may still need to address. If you have issues finding a compatible someone for a love relationship, check in with yourself. Is there something you still need to work on so your energy is more aligned to being fully present to receive love? This may be an issue with trust that you might have.. an issue with fear of losing your independence, fear of making the wrong choice, fear of, maybe, the unknown.. and it might even be something completely unrelated to love and relationships that got you here in the first place.
We all know life throws obstacles in our way.. but what if these were carefully placed hurdles, ready for us to tackle and leap over, in order for us to grow exponentially? I am not talking of losing someone.. we all have to change and die some day it is innevitable.. but particular timings on situations can attribute to great spurts of growth from all surrounding it. I look at losing my father, losing part of my right breast.. I look at the fact I have grown in my spiritual course of life since my father passed, that I managed to get 6 weeks off work to be with my mother in Brazil and give her support during the period of his operation through to his funeral, that I just happened to be in Nottingham one of the most worldwide valued medical systems to treat Breast Cancer, that through treatment I had my family stuck here through lockdown with me, That being made redundant during lockdown I found my own work, none of these were not gifted to me. These were changes I had to fight for, had to work hard to obtain. I am not someone who will shy away from rolling my sleeves up and putting in the work needed inside and out on myself in order to bring about my happiness. Adn with great thanks to the Breast Cancer unit here at the City Hospital, all of the staff and oncologogists, radiotherapists and surgeon, I honestly feel that along with some of the toughest moments of my life there have been some of the greatest change in myself, new creative spurts of writing, starting back up in music and all the gratitude towards those around me in life, in spirit and the Universe to allow me more time to carry on growing and learning.
This month is about looking within.. so what is within you that is not quite balanced.. journal, write down pros and cons on decisions you need to make or want to make in your life but mostly trust the process because we all are here for a reason.. but our purpose? Is something we must all figure out ourselves.. just don't leave things to figure out for long enough to miss out on an incredible opportunity that may be just around the corner.
The Universe does have your back, as you hear me say a lot on this blog, but it does not make you or force you to change or go in a particular rout in your life. Only you can decide that. We all have free will.. we can even decide bondage to a situation is what we wish to do. retrograde makes you take a look at that a little closer.. 'are you sure?'
With the full moon in Pisces we will be experiencing some heightened emotions lately.. our intuitions and psychic (6th sense and feels) may be heightened this month.. and with Mercury retrograde, Mercury being the planet that governs our communication, this makes for conversations that will go as smoothly as pulling teeth, painfully and laboriously. So try to avoid any hard and fast decisions at the moment, check the small print on anything important before signing it, hang fire on that all important situation you've been meaning to address. It is time for the past returning in whatever way that will mean to you (including past lovers) so that things can be put right but communication will be easily misunderstood so bare that in mind when choosing your words.
For now, I leave you with this rather unusual Ashram Monday's reading, as food for thought on making the most of a month of hard internal work.. where your just rewards will be springing up for you between now and October.
For those wishing to additionally read your message for this Ashram Monday's directly from the tarot cards, you will find this below. As I don't look at the book interpretation of the cards I use, make sure you read that as well should you feel compelled to. I hope that both messages are synchronistic to you.
Take care and have a wonderful week ahead.. take deep breaths if you find yourself overburdened and remember nature is a great healer. Find it, walk in it, bathe in it, explore it.. most of all be kind to yourself and know that the Universe and I all have your back!
Love and Light☀️
Love and Light☀️
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