Ashram Monday’s
- HumanKintsugi
- Aug 22, 2022
- 8 min read

No.81
For todays Ashram Monday’s reading I had an image flash up with a 5 pile reading from the White Rose Guidance decks.. and the rest followed. These may be more specific meanings but the cards certainly talk for themselves in all of these readings. White Rose created cards with specific messages so for now, tune in, take three deep breaths and when you open your eyes, chose the pile you are most drawn to. There may be messages there for you.
Once you’ve chosen your pile scroll down to read your messages for the week from a loved one. I am pulling one Rider Waite, One Vise-Versa and three of each White Rose Guidance packs, 1 and 2.
There is something to be said here.. these messages are from people who had/have love in their hearts for you.. but I do not condone toxic connections that bring you sadness and if the answers you are seeking regarding anyone who mistreats you, makes you feel bad in any way and puts you down, know that your guides will manoeuvre you away from them when the time is right.. and if you find yourself in a toxic connection reach out to me on here or your friends. You will find a way through this situation and I am sending you so much light for guidance.
If nothing resonates then push this aside and check out one or more of the other piles or sit this one out. This is a general reading so this will not resonate with anyone reading this post today.
Let us begin!☀️
Pile1

For those of you who picked pile 1, you may be dealing with a fire sign or more specifically, Temperance is always a Sagittarius card. If this is the case then there may be a message here for you but if not this may be someone who has had to find balance in their lives while waiting. Waiting for the right moment in order to achieve balance.
This is most defiantly a friend reading perhaps someone you have been waiting on or vise-versa. Temperance is a major arcana card and with that if they are not a fire sign then they have been asked to find balance in the connection and it’s taken time. It may be that you are the one waiting for this person to come into balance especially where it comes to emotions, with all the water in the card, compared to the barren area they have been in waiting to get themselves sorted.
If they have disappeared from your life, they are about to make an appearance again but it will be in their own time.. it could take 9 days to a month. But their messages to you are pretty clear!
This could be someone involved in music or musical theatre in some way with the ‘song of my heart’ card but it feels like someone who is very regretful for not having been there for you. They certainly feel and think very highly of you.
I am also getting another message with this pile.. someone who is always mediating between friends or family situations through turmoils, arguments and strife, maybe even a councillor trying to bring balance, or you or another person who is always the peacemaker. There’s needed to be great strength to overcome this but you have managed to dissipate or break up the arguments which has taken great strength to do. There may be a message here for you.. perhaps words you knew but had never heard said.. these are their words for you.
Love and Light☀️
Pile2

Wow pile2.. all the intense and deep feelings of remorse, regret, co-dependency and a lot of working on your shadow side. This pile is very close to a Twin Flame relationship or one where you have both felt almost magnetically connected to each other. I just pick up an inordinate amount of self-sabotage sort of energy from this seven of swords.. upright it is not the best card in the deck but reversed this tells me something is coming out of the woodwork or from being a secret, to light.
The person you are dealing with is most definitely a romantic counterpart.. there was some sneaky behaviour or self-deception that occurred in the past which they (or you/both) have been working on. The lovers card is in reverse here as is the seven of swords which tells me this is about someone from your past. Someone you have not the happiest of histories with as it’s been a tumultuous relationship.. one that brought up all their insecurities and yours to the surface! There may even have been a third party situation as the Lovers card is always about choice even in reversed.
You may be dealing with a Gemini very, very strongly or they have Gemini or air in their charts or characteristics, then this message is most definitely for you!
They are working to come back into your life.. but it is not the right time yet. I feel they may have made a choice to be with someone else. It ended your relationship or connection quite painfully and abruptly but this may also have been them feeling they could make do.. sneaking around or deceitful actions in love would bring them happiness but it has not.
You may have been waiting for a message from someone like this in your past to heal your heart. They are certainly sorry for what they’ve done and are discovering along their own healing process how much you mean to them.. even from afar your energy is healing them.
This person may have let you go and for that they are regretful!. but are still magnetically drawn to you and are finding a balance within themselves and the right words to be able to reach out to you. For some they may not ever feel they can after what they have done.
For those waiting for a return this will take time from this pile.. and as always I recommend you live your full life as love, whether returned or new, will always find you.
Love and Light☀️
Pile3

A cheeky extra card fell out so it becomes part of this reading!
For those of you who picked Pile3.. interestingly enough I feel this message may be from someone who has passed. A parent and I’m picking up a father. But if this does not resonate the other feeling is from a friend or lover in your life who gave up on you and put distance between you. Could be a third party situation or a group of friends but you or they moved forward without looking back or did not out the effort in needed to keep up the connection.
The signs or characteristics of this person I see connected here is water sign; Pisces, Scorpio and Cancer.. and Earth sign; Taurus, Virgo and Capricorn.. though doesn’t have to be.
This person may have been your wish fulfilment, 9 of cups, or you theirs.. or there is some news coming in for you, perhaps these words, that will be so positive like wish fulfilment!.. the angel floats by ready to bring you an announcement or it has in fact been this announcement that has put this person in withdrawal and aloofness in behaviour.
But if lack of unity and fight, lack of or someone giving up on cultivating growth and making/building memories together and putting in the hard work for the connection resonates with you, then there is def a message here for you.
Interestingly there may be an additional message for you in Pile4, as the 9 of cups is the minor arcana of the Hermit.. and if it is about an earthy return of someone in your life.. they are making decisions and are being guided for that.
Love and Light☀️
Pile4

A cheeky spare card fell out so it becomes part of this reading. Wow so this pile, Pile4, someone is definitely rushing back in or disappeared away quickly from your life. Hasty! Take this as it resonated towards your own situation. There was some truth spoken that brought victory perhaps from you to them, which has made you or them search for the wisdom and enlightenment in their past way of thinking or behaviour.
You may wish to check out Pile3 as the 9 of cups is a minor arcana to the Hermit card appearing in reverse here.
I feel that whoever this is, coming back, may be back arguing or very very quickly returning into your life but they will not likely stick around as they are typically an overthinker. I feel the truth you told them forced them to take a good look at themselves.. either that or they are bringing in some truth they have been discovering about their own actions. There are birds in every tarot card on here.. almost the same in the Vise-Versa tarot. These are usually a sign of messages to come.. it has been something in the making perhaps something someone in your past has been deliberating in order to be ready to contact you again.
This person will be between 18-28 or someone who is youthful or immature in their behaviour.. they most certainly torment themselves with the truth, over and over.. it has been the cause of their personal growth. It may have been a connection that was stuck, someone too scared to get too close to you, someone who has had many nightmares thinking about what they’ve said to you and who has been confused about their emotions towards you.
The person you are likely dealing with is an air sign; Gemini, Libra, Aquarius, has this in their charts or embodies this energy at the moment.
If you were wanting to know if they are coming back the answer is absolutely yes! With a message/truth. But this will be short lived potentially as they are afraid of losing you or this connection even if it is from a distance from their life. Sounds ridiculous but knowing someone is there that admires and has deep feelings for you gives strength but knowing that may be distorted perhaps by them telling you how they truly feel could destroy it. One thing is for certain, this brings so much clarity and healing to you that this will start a new chapter in your life with wisdom and this truth will set you free like the birds shown in flight!
Love and Light☀️
Pile5

If you have chosen pile 5, wow there is a brand new passionate beginning coming up for you! This person is someone who has shed many of their earthly belongings in order to make way for what is most meaningful in their lives. The hand from the Ace of Wands comes from the future, The Fool card.
The Ace of Wands can be known as the sexy card, passion, new creative venture but as this is a love reading it is all about a passionate new start!
The star sign you are likely dealing with or embodied this energy are fire signs; Aries, Leo, Sagittarius..
Now this reading may be messaged someone who you will meet will have for you or perhaps it’s someone you will be starting a brand new passionate chapter with, could be a sexual type of energy and connection, but is someone who is very attracted to you.
This person will be or is someone whom you can have philosophical chats to, connect on a level where you do not need to finish your sentence, someone who is/will be drawn to your maturity and sunny disposition.
They may be there for the distance or a passionate chapter in your life.. either way this is turning up within a day, a week up to a month in your life!
This does feel like a new person in your surroundings more than someone in your past though but either way, out with the old ways and in with the fresh, breezy, hot, new! Giving me a hot flush connecting here.. uffff this is going to be fun for someone out there! Enjoy!
Love and Light☀️
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