Ashram Monday’s

HumanKintsugi
May 23, 2022
6 min read

No.68

For today’s Pick-a-card reading I was drawn to two different decks.. for two separate readings. Whichever one you are drawn to, or perhaps both.. or none if these do not call to you today, perhaps check again another Monday. For those that have been guided to check this reading or are drawn to either cards or the crystals used above them.. there may be a message here for you today!.. see below for your message under rose quartz pyramid or clear quartz dome.

As always, I do not use the book that is included with the cards but will add it here as an added extra dimension to your reading today.

Let us begin☀️

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Rose quartz Pyramid

27. Metatron Rainbow Bridge

• ALWAYS OPEN •

Oh.. how interesting! I’m looking for the card details to take a picture of the book page for you.. I ended up looking for it on the page number relating to the number on the card! Number 27.. with absolutely no relevance as you can see by the page numbers included in the book picture… however it is meant to be included for you.

If you have chosen this card for your reading today you are under an unfathomable amount of stress lately. The person reading this today, I feel, has not been able to get a situation off your chest by airing it out. Perhaps it isn’t something you do normally, to talk and share your situation and burdens with your friends.. but the Communication card is here to tell you that to reach some peace in the situation with yourself is to share it with someone you trust or perhaps even a professional who can help you navigate through these tough times.

The card is a message in a bottle.. not to bottle things up.. reach out, send a message to someone you trust to help. Your responsibility is your own well being you cannot enforce it on others.. so do what is best for you and let the rest of the world just lay where they may.

Your positive message today is Metatron‘s Rainbow Bridge! Whatever you have been going through snd bottling up within you.. know that there is always a more peaceful way you can navigate these times.. if only you reconcile yourself to not being able to change others well being only your own, and seek to live more in the present moment. Yesterday is already gone, tomorrow has not happened yet, today is a gift, therefor called the present. Make the most of now because now is all that is real in your life.. and it can be burdened or free, happy or sad, stressed or peaceful.

The direction of your focus today is your choice.. but know that following peace, tranquility and joy will help you decide on the right choices to make for yourself in life.. they ground your emotions and help organise your thoughts with more clarity.

My understanding of Metatron’s rainbow bridge is that of a portal as such.. a connection between us all and the spirit world.

Know that you always have the help of the Universe with you. It will always help, be with you through tough times so you may never feel alone. You truly are never alone!

If the stress you are undergoing pertains to losing a loved one from the Earthly plane, know you are always connected to them even if separated in this lifetime. You will one day be reunited with again but, if it is your belief that there is more than a body that connects us all to each other, then know that you may take comfort in the knowledge that they are still there for you, may atone and have regrets from their lifetime here but are fully invested in bettering themselves & your lives.

Keep positive, talk and release your burdens by keeping a diary. This brings peace and a rainbow in your own heart that connects you back to your balanced self with peace and harmony.

Sending the very biggest hug to you though.. it is Mercury retrograde a time for the old to return.. past people, bad habits, old ways of thinking.. to finally get sorted once and for all. It is an uncomfortable feeling and if we have been refusing to change.. the Universe makes it so uncomfortable that we are forced to.

Take heed of the hint!.. and move with the flow. Things are going to get better snd you will be basking in sunshine and joy once again!

Number 27 = number 9: Almost there.. the step before harmony & fulfillment.

Number 5: Strife, disappointed hopes

Rose Quartz properties: healing, love, self love, emotional healing and stress relief. There is a reason why I was guided to add this crystal above your card even before reading it. If you believe in crystals and this message resonates, get one, wash under a cold tap and let it sit in moonlight overnight. Keep it in your pocket or close to your soon as a pendant, bracelet or even snuck in your bra if you wear one.

This crystal brings comfort and peace through difficult times.

Love and Light☀️

Clear Quartz Dome

8. The Maiden

(reversed)

So this card flipped out reversed and in all honesty the same feeling I had when I touched the card is the one I got on seeing it when I turned it over.. heat! This is a card of self discovery.. kundalini rising and perhaps a time for self soothing, sexual desires and attraction that is already in your life, should be in your life or is about to be parr of your life.

The imagery is that of a vagina and breasts with the bloom of a rose, blossoming anew as perhaps a maiden would. It is something you have either been curious about or have been feeling the urge to explore.. it is not gender bias so please see this as a time to explore your sexuality and perhaps some unresolved issues that lie there.

This card deck being circular you would think did not have reversals but it does and although this way around seems correct as we look at the trees below.. it is in fact the ‘dark’ side of the card up.

Interestingly enough I was compelled to look at the bottom of the deck for this card. Look!

Interestingly enough this card was sideways.. being in between sky and the sea.. perhaps ying-yang.. a balance between masculine and the feminine, darkness and light, give and take, push and pull. It may also be for those who are transitioning their sexuality or perhaps sexual preferences.. seeing themselves snd attraction in a very different way right now.

The Ocean always reminds me of life, everything you put out to it is amplified x10 and brings home all you invest in with your feelings, positive and negative. The uncomfortable ‘iris’ looking circle in the ocean feels a disruption as does the circle in the sky.. both together also resonates with breasts and water in tarot is always symbolic of feelings.

It may be that the changes happening within have affected your drive for sexual pleasure or is this recently awakening!? Perhaps this has been changing within you, changing from divine masculine to divine feminine and vide versa. These are not gender specific and what I am talking about here pertains to our individual energy, out identity. If this is still changing in yourself today’s message is setting you free to explore all that makes you happy! A Universes ‘green light’ so day that you are unique! Explore your uniqueness!

The message with these combined cards, is more of an affirmation that you need to sort out any blockages regarding your divine feminine or divine masculine drive to pursue joy and bring this back into your life. If you have pushed this side of you out of your life in order to address the practicalities of day-to-day living, fear, self-confidence and lack of it.. then this card is here to remind you of its importance to you, and to make sure you make time for yourself, more importantly!

I have never been one to believe this side of us is born with others as it is much more of a self-experience & self-discovery so that’s you may know what feels good and fulfils you most. As it is still Mercury Retrograde (and may this move along quickly please!) it means that there may be unresolved issues regarding sex or sensuality in your life. Perhaps the lack of this intimacy has led you to feel a lack of self-confidence when faced with its prospects in your life again.. we change, our bodies change, just know you are attractive and beautiful as you are! Be sure in the knowledge that you are desired and see yourself free to explore this side of yourself again. We are all sentient beings filled with desire.. do not block this side of you.

Whatever the scenario is to suit you.. just be! Everything is love and harmony.. set this free and enjoy where it may lead you and if you are still discovering your identity in this, just know that following happiness snd love is always going to take you to your ultimate fulfillment in life.

Numerology on these two cards are BOTH the number 8.

Number 8: All about work, structure, plan and perfectionism.

Clear Quartz properties: Increases awareness, expels negative thinking while bringing in a new perspective. It connects directly to your intuition. If you believe in crystals and this message resonates, get one, wash under a cold tap and let it sit in moonlight overnight. Keep it in your pocket or close to your soon as a pendant, bracelet or even snuck in your bra if you wear one.

This crystal brings clarity if you are undergoing change within yourself.