Ashram Monday’s
- HumanKintsugi
- May 2, 2022
- 8 min read
No.65
Happy May to everyone! To all in the UK, it is a bank holiday.. the first one in May and I do hope you’re having a fabulous weekend. also.. wow.. serious amount of intense planetary action with our recent new moon lately.. 1) New moon.. time to realign and set forth good intentions and figure out what you want to achieve in the next fortnight.. 2) We are in Taurus season (Happy birthday to you lovely Earth signs) which means getting your head down to seek security whether in finances, relationships, home.. is going to feel like a priority at the moment.. 3) The Moon is sextiling Mars bringing us joy, fresh starts to creative endeavours, expressing emotions, start of a new adventure.. 4) Venus in conjunction with Jupiter and sextiling Pluto, bringing forth love into your life.. self love, new love and even, old love. It is about making peace in love or springing new love where it relates to the Moon sectioning Mars.
We are also heading on the 10th May for Mercury going direct which may clarify and lift the fog over unresolved emotions or issues in your life so if you are feeling some intense emotions lately ahead of that, feel floaty, a little bit tired and an undeniable feeling of restless energy.. you’re ok, you’re not unwell, the planets have a lot to answer for and all will be revealed mid to the end of the month of May.
So with all that in mind.. I was guided to do a more comprehensive reading for you today.. a pick-a-pile reading using three different decks.
If you feel drawn to one of the piles already then scroll down to your message below, however, if you aren’t sure, close your eyes, take a deep breath and when you open your eyes again take note which one is most relevant to you. Both may be, neither may be, one of them may be.. just remember that this is a general, and not a specific, reading so these may not resonate with you. Do not worry, your eye may catch one of my previous readings and messages that is relatable. None of my readings are truly time stamped.. only the planets are.
When reading, this situation may relate to someone else in your life, rather than yourself. For now, I will focus the reading as if I was reading for you.
Also, I do not read the book meaning of these cards but will include them for you as an additional dimension to your reading for you.0
For those who have made their choice.. please scroll down to your message below.
Love and Light☀️
Pile 1
8. Sea Beasties
Rider Waite tarot cards used:
16 The Tower
Page Swords
Ace Wands revsd.
20 Judgement revsd.
2 of Swords
Star signs in your/others astrological chart: fire signs, Aries, Leo, Sagittarius and/or Air signs, Libra, Gemini, Aquarius
There is a protective energy here.. perhaps your confidence has been knocked or perhaps you’ve been through some emotional difficulties of late (remember all the planets and their influence on this, too).
A complete shock has happened to bring you here.. it was definitely not something you were expecting as it’s sudden news/truth. The kind that slices your heart into pieces, akin to a bomb going off in your life, when you were expecting perhaps something to be a creative or emotional new start in your life but turned into and end. Might have been a return of something in your life you had hopes would be a fresh new start. This may have left you feeling rather at a dead end and perhaps with a choice between two things, head over heart or the other way around, or two course of actions in your life.
First of all I am always sorry to see the tower card in a reading because it usually signals that the grounds in which something in your life has been built upon, is unstable and the tower falls. This can very much be in your mind, like a change of perspective or outlook on a situation. Pages are always about news and they usually bring truth or they may well be someone/something in your life that is just not communicating with you. Like a little stalker perhaps checking your profile or photos on social media.
The lack of a return to the idea of a new start is clear in this reading but you always have choices. Notice the figure in the two of swords is blindfolded yet they only have to lay down their swords to remove the blindfold. In other words.. the conundrum you find yourself in is a choice you want to take and so you remain stuck at this present moment, not knowing which way to go or turn.
Whatever situation may apply to you, just know that this was out of your control. It had to happen to set everything in the truly right direction for you. Often when I see this sort of shake-up, it’s always because something in our lives has been removed for put greater good!.. although you may feel a little lost, defensive, hurt, sad or angry there is some better set up on its way to you now.
The little seahorse icon at the bottom of the card to me always symbolises long-standing connections, perseverance, sexuality, loyalty, love and home.. these may the things affecting you for now but these are also part of the solution.
14. Going beyond normal
21 Beyond the mind, the heart beats
These last two cards are your guidance out of your situation. Such an odd visual with all the buttons and cogs.. makes me think about an old saying here in the UK, “like a bunch of old bobbins”.. basically something useless.. not the true message on this card but perhaps you are feeling there is not better way round this.
To me this card says that in the peripheral of your life you have many possible choices but not all of them will be the right one for your situation. Therefore it is good to go inwards like the Taurean times we are in, think and perhaps step back from the situation and seek all avenues and solutions.
Our brains can sometimes be our worst enemy and can take us down a rabbit hole we had no intention of going into. So, choose to stop now. Know that you have got this! The last card says just this.. focus on your heart beat snd know that you/we are all connected. We are made up of DNA the same as every genetic structure is on this planet and so are connected in so many more ways than we care to think about. The double helix may be different or not a double at all.. yet our creation is somewhat the same as all life on Earth. Know that where you belong is a far greater connection than disconnect, and that the Universe that surrounds you and is within you, is always there by your side concocting the best possible outcome to your situation.
The nest of eggs on the figures head always symbolises the birth of new life or new situation in your life which feels currently blocked. It is coming. Be still, listen to your heart and what you truly desire for yourself as an outcome in life. Release negative thoughts and embrace the fresh new start that is beginning right now & every second for you until you reach your goals. The solution is within and know that your happiness, joy and well being are important and not just skin deep. Allow all that falls away from your life to go and get ready for the new that is about to enter.
Your choices for now will be best made introvertively so think, but also check your feelings, before you move and you will never make the wrong choice. All your choices lead you to the same lessons.. and solutions. Embrace the feeling of positive change. It is already underway!
Love and Light☀️
Pile 2
11. Flying Fish
Rider Waite tarot cards used:
Page of Wands
6 of Wands revsd
4 of Wands
9 of Pentacles
10 Wheel of Fortune
Star signs in your/others astrological chart: Fire signs, Aries, Leo, Sagittarius and/or Earth signs, Taurus, Virgo, Capricorn.. strong Sagittarius and predominantly fire signs.
What a beautiful angel number with Flying fish.. I actually saw the side fin as a small baby fish instantly so there could be an added message in there for you if you are at the cusp of a new move, job, baby.
Interestingly enough this card although speaks everything of beauty, metamorphosis and freedom but juxtaposed is the fishbowl-like appearance of the fish.. as if it’s thought of freedom is in fact being limited.
This reading has much to do with some exciting news coming in over something you’ve been waiting for. The news itself could be a job you’ve not gotten yet, a person you’ve not managed to tell your feelings to yet or even a family dynamic or situation that has not happened yet. Whatever the situation it feels very much like these were chosen by you, or someone in your life.
There is happiness around the corner, perhaps you have been waiting for the right moment in your life to take action, to bring in the four of wands energy of happy home, returning to your positive self and creative ventures or even, love of self or another.
Page of wands is usually a passionate card being a fire sign card of bringing in news.. something perhaps you’ve been waiting for and that would bring stability back into your life and perhaps financial gain.
Either way, the wheel of fortune, a sagittarius card, brings forth a turn of events in your life! It may well be that, with the positioning of the nine of pentacles, a card of being single foot-loose and fancy free, right next to the wheel of fortune that you may not be single for much longer. It is not a choice when people and events enter your life and change it.. but to be in a relationship truly IS a choice, whether you honour your heart and your greater good in the process, is always a choice.
The Wheel of Fortune is always a card of transformative luck.. good and bad.. what goes up must always come down and vise-versa.. but in this reading I feel it is either work or a relationship that previously had not worked out for you (not the right time then) but is now going to completely transform!
The Sic of Wands is a victory card but in reversed it’s something that has not come to victory.. yet.
This could very much mean that a passionate message you wish to send out to someone has not happened yet.. perhaps you see them very well established in a home life and happy being single!.. I say to you.. be brave.. take a leap of faith. The subsequent cards tell me this will be a great success and bring in much happiness so just do it! You won’t regret it!
12. Every journey starts with a single step
41 Bring it into form
3 Inspiration
Out of these 3 cards, I asked for two spirit gave me these all stuck together, what strikes me most is the beautiful first two cards and their synchronistically similar white energy of movement and sparkly magic. Butterflies flying out of a suitcase feels like an adventure about to happen, just take that first step snd inspiration will always follow.. or perhaps it is what you have been waiting for.. that moment of inspiration to guide you to a split second decision to take the plunge!
Butterflies are all about transformation and change with white light being the universal light of source or top of the head chakra. The one that connects us all to everything in the world and universe.. and it beckons you to take this new adventure and go! Fireflies are symbolic of illumination and bees are symbols of hard work & prosperity. Not to forget the tiny little turtle icon at the bottom of the main highlighter card, Flying Fish, signifying longevity, healing and transformation.. plenty of symbolism from mother nature in these cards!
Taking that first step is as important as bringing your conscious mind to each and every step you take thereforth. Summer seems to bring everything to fruition for you in the card of inspiration with the bees & flowers blooming but you must first take that initial first step towards that journey.
All these individuals are naked or represent being naked as in your true self, the real you. Honour that as the figure in card 1 of your guidance overlooks all they have achieved from taking this first step.
Be bold. Be dating. Listen to your authentic self and be sure that good things are already on their way to you! In fact, if you are reading this now, it’s even closer than when you started reading this post! Soon!.. but it requires action first! Listen to your heart and know that you are being divinely guided to change!
Love and Light☀️
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