Ashram Monday’s

The Secret Language of Light by Denise Jarvie

No.30

Today I had an image of a heart in my head.. feel the need to say to anyone reading today that you are loved, you are wanted, you are special, you are beautiful. This comes after my being fully connected to my heart chakara but I do feel after lions gate (the moon in the sign of Leo) there has been a massive shift in the stars and as I have always believed we are greatly influenced by these.. it’s been a bumpy road for many.

Todays cards I didn’t really want to split up into a pick-a-card reading because they relate so beautifully to each other. I’m pretty sure you need to see these today. I know I’ve needed to.

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Nothing has gone wrong

no.7

This card was the first one out. It reminds me of the Rider Waite tarots version of The World card where 4x signs are represented on all four corners depicted as their animal identity, here we have dragons. There are four swords, hilts where the yin yang symbol resides and blades out and shining truth and wisdom at all times.

The centre reminds me of an opening to the universe with the ever balanced yin yang symbol where ultimate balance is always at play. Always divine counterparts the feminine and masculine energy.. night & day, hot & cold, happy & sad.. It never strays even if we find ourselves at our worst moment in life, right now, there is balance.

To explain that I would use a personal story where I was dumped by a previous boyfriend.. although I had felt some of my worst feelings at the time, the balance I refer to from the universe is that I was out of a situation that did not serve me and on route to balance. The universe in its infinite wisdom will guide us to our best selves whether we want it or not it will break a situation and bump you off your path for the ‘right’ one, the one that is right for you. So in that sense, the universe will always bring in karma & balance for us to ultimately be happy.

Nothing has gone wrong.. when we are in a bit of a mess it’s not really the words we want to hear when we hurt. But know that the meaning carries longevity and a view into your future where everything you have gone through and are going through has been divinely orchestrated one way or another to bring you to your true path in life. You may rely on the fact that you will shine brighter than you did before having cultivated inner truth and peace.

How many situations in your life have you been through where things seemed impossible to be out right, confusion, sadness and pain infiltrating and clouding our moment.. only to find that had you not undergone that you would never have moved to your new home, never have gotten your new job, never have found the right soulmate and ultimately, never have been able to have undergone your personal enlightenment, growth and metamorphosis. That last part is truly why we undergo our changes. We may have come from a family, find a partner, have children but we are each here to learn for ourselves, not anyone else. We are born individuals and shaped by life and others but we are on our own path.

Do not worry if things appear like a shit storm would be the least description of things right now.. right now is a transition.. everything is correct and you are exactly where you need to be, right now, for the changes coming up ahead for you. Hang in there.. this is a temporary glitch and what’s ahead is absolutely the balance to your sadness bringing you much happiness, love, luck and most of all.. a shining brand new you!

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Authentic truth

no.4

This card could not be more synchronistic to have fallen out second to our first card above.

The image on this card reminds me of the series Stargate.. where people travelled to different planets and through time through portals that looked similar to the circle here. The circle perhaps with measurement markings feels like a tool marking the houses and areas within the wheel in astrology.

Taken from www.holisticism.com

I feel today’s reading very much has been influenced by astrology. The 7th house for our first card out is the house of relationships, business partnerships as you can see above & which represents that card so well in our current situation in life.. and for this card the fourth house represents home, family, roots which I feel represents our core, true identity & our truth. As always I have not looked at the book meaning of the card but I know there are more cards than there are astrological houses but today these cards and their numerology feel very much connected from I partner to I nurture.. always a great progression for us to never forget ourselves.

In the centre a triangle represents the trinity on a religious context: the father, the son & the holy spirit.. but it also represents a unique plain where absolute balance resides with three equal angles. The fact this card is represented by a triangle to me feels very much like the three components that make us whole.. mind, body and soul.

Finding your authentic truth amidst turmoil is usually about embracing you emotions to start with. Cry, laugh, get angry.. just let it all out.. because as you undergo your transformation you will find where this new version of truth is for you. We all change several times in our lifetime and we all undergo some incredible personal developments simply by growing up, living, going through strife and let downs. But amidst everything you can always count on one thing entirely to be there for you snd not waver if it’s having a busy day or stressful time themselves.. and that is your true soul.

Having gone through cancer I had to search quite deeply for my authentic truth having been stripped of those things that made me a woman firstly, but also Cibele secondly (that’s my name). What makes me a woman when I had no hair and my breast had been altered & partly removed? Because it isn’t something physical though it’s how we are classified as a man or a woman, male or female and with so many variations as there are on our sexuality there is the same on our gender. My authentic truth lay in not just finding my own happiness but going with the flow snd listening to how I felt and let it shine out. Being your authentic self is exactly that.. be who you are, defined by no label there is only what you feel and what you are and want in life.

As a singer songwriter I joined a recent challenge to write 50 songs in 90 days knowing these will not all be great ofcourse haha.. but my only angle is authenticity. Tell the truth & be vulnerable. In fact I have never felt as vulnerable on stage, a place familiar to me since I was a child, than when I am singing my own song and playing guitar.. it is as naked as I have every felt. You expose your true inner self, delicate and fragile, to the world around you snd it is hard when it is something we’ve protected since we were children in order to fit in & be with others. So this card invites you to be your very own singer songwriter and tell your story, your way. Be you.. always shine that incredible light you have and honour that uniqueness that you are because you are different from so many and similar to others but the only way you’ll find yourself and your soul tribe is by honouring the soul you are. Don’t be afraid because you have every right to be shouting it out to the world and the universe reiterates by matching you up with such synchronistic events, people & new ventures you will have to punch yourself to check it’s real!

Most of all.. with both these cards, remember to own yourself and your current emotions, crying is a cleansing of our souls after all. But know that this is only you gearing up for your best selves and your best lives.

Have a great week ahead, be kind to yourselves and others,

Love & Light☀️